52hearts:

i keep words and words, sentences, exclamation points, questions and answers in my pockets, all of which are things i withhold, all of which are things waiting to be told, but i can only wonder if i could ever be that bold, with you. all these joined letters, all these fumbled stutters are wrapped up in fear, fear of having you come too near, too close, and too far into my heart. although i always hope for the best, i cannot help but always make a mess of things before they even start.. i’d rather part before the bad things happen, before we get into anything we might eventually regret or more. but deep down inside, i know this may really be worth a shot — you’re actually trying, you actually want to give me all you’ve got — but i’m not that brave enough to want to be saved by someone like you, even though i know we could’ve really been good (together).

"There are all kinds of
love in the world, but never the
same love twice."

REBLOG with your picks...

10 Things You Want For Christmas:

1. Leg warmers or thigh-high socks to wear to bed.
2. An iPod dock for my room.
3. To fix my car CD player.
4. The “Fierce People” DVD.
5. Skins season 1-3 on DVD.
6. My whole family to come home for the holidays.
7. FOR MY ROOM TO BE SQUEAKY CLEAN.
8. To fix my laptop…
9. Learn how to dance. Like a pro.
10. To make extremely good grades.

9 Musicians/Bands You Love:

1. Bon Iver
2. Arcade Fire
3. Lady GaGa :)
4. Brand New
5. The Spill Canvas
6. Radiohead
7. Lykke Li
8. Band of Horses
9. Ingrid Michaelson

8 Things You Do Everyday:

1. Get on the internet.
2. Hug people.
3. Breev.
4. Tell someone “I Love You.”
5. Miss someone! And usually text them telling them that I miss them.
6. Eat a Twinkie or a piece of candy.
7. Nap with my dogggggy.
8. Smile or laugh.

7 Things I Enjoy:

1. Baths.
2. A surprise phonecall from a long-lost somebody.
3. Laughing (which isn’t hard, since I am so easily amused).
4. Movies.
5. Cheesy, bad music that makes me dance.
6. Singing… all the time.
7. Being in a fantastic mood.

6 Things That Will ALWAYS Win Your Heart:

1. My little cousin Jason.
2. Anything acoustic. Even if it’s something easy that even I could play, I love anyone who has any interest in music.
3. Corny humor.
4. Romantics. I am a girl.
5. FOOD.
6. Intelligence… Because I’m seriously lacking.

5 Favorites:

1. movie: Garden State
2. song: Do You Realize? - The Flaming Lips
3. book: Stargirl and Love, Stargirl by Jerry Spinelli
4. food: Italian. Just, Italian.
5. season: Fall in Texas.

4 Smells You Enjoy:

1. Lemons.
2. Freshly cut grass.
3. Apples.
4. Fresh Mint (the vegetable).

3 Places You Want To Go:

1. Back to Vietnam.
2. Michigan - by the lakes.
3. Portland, Oregon.

2 Holidays You Love:

1. Thanksgiving. For the food!
2. Christmas. For the family and the general feel and spirit and songs. Makes me smile thinking about it. :)

1 Person You Would Marry On The Spot:

1. Ryan Gosling or Shia LaBeouf. Sorry. Couldn’t choose one.

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"Don’t you think it’s better to be extremely happy for a short while, even if you lose it, than to be just okay for your whole life?"

Okay, I’m done with my bitchfit, I’m almost done with applications. Alright, four essays, here we go!

okay ACT website

you’re reallyyyy pissing me off right now.
Because the only reason I can’t finish applying to college is that they want to know when I took my ACT. And I can’t remember, so I think, “Oh! They have a nice website just like the SAT, and I can check my scores just as easily.” But NO. The ACT website sucks ass and is telling me that I can’t check my scores. And I read all the FAQ, I email the person who runs the site, I do all these things, and all it’s telling me is, “You will receive an answer within the week. This is not a 24-hour service.” I want to scream. Really? Really now? If I don’t make the deadline for UT because of some stupid little question about when I took my ACT, I’m going to murder someone.

I’m raging right now, can you tell?