It’s funny because no matter how hard I try to be ‘normal’ and not weird, and as hard as Amanda tries as well, we just can’t not be crazy when we’re together. Sure, when you can get us apart, we’re normal girls. Well, as normal as any average person can be… but man. Sometimes I sit here and think of the things that we do, and I get a little embarrassed, but I never even think about it when I’m with her. It just comes naturally. So glad that, in the 15 years we’ve known each other, we’re never once judged each other or given a thought about the embarrassing things we do. I sound like I’m taking about my lover or somethings, haha. I just love my best friend so much, I hope everyone has someone like this in their life!

:'(

Today I woke up crying because I heard my grandma crying and I could hear what she was saying through my dream. My great aunt died this morning, and she was my grandma’s closest, they loved each other a lot. She was a really sweet woman. I was trying to comfort her, but all my grandma could keep saying was that they were supposed to hang out soon, but she never even got the chance to say goodbye. I’m still crying. And I’m wondering why so many people close to my family have been dying, just this year. Sorry this is such a sad post, but I just wanted to say that I hope that sweet woman is resting in peace. I hope that all the people who’ve passed will rest in peace. I hardly knew her, but I did love her and I knew she was always a wonderful person. They were all wonderful people.